Linkin Park : "By Myself"
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What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride / from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I / sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I / try to catch them red – handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can’t hold on / when I’m stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I’m lost within
I put on my daily façade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
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By myself [myself]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself
I can’t hold on
To what I want when I’m stretched so thin
It’s all too much to take in
I can’t hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in

Well i'm back again and i'm getting into this lyrical thing as you can see. Most of you may know about the reason for the song i picked, incase you don't, i practically DID have some form of nervous breakdown on the bus lol....hmmmmm....not a break down as such upon later analysis more of a major random rant at...well everthing.
Anyways i'm officially non-retarded now, i guess, after aparently the new Aussie girl Lucy asked my friend if i was 'cus i was being wierd (note: his was on the day of the near breakdown), but she said i wasn't today...i think...Well i didn't care too much...EVENTHO'...SHE'S PRETTY HOT, TBF!
Ummmm, just got back from skiing sunday, thats the lack of bloggage explained i believe, naturally skiing kicked major league ass, and well the snow-ball war againts the chinese did rock socks too.

The Late Night Edit: Well im back to finish...i have tried to order tickets for Hundred Reasons on the 20th March, The Great Hall, Exeter but the bastards at "Ticket Master" say that they do not supply that venue, (the name kind of emplies that they are lord and master of tickets which they are NOT FOR FUTURE REFERENCE!!!) also another thing which has now hacked me off thourghly is that Funeral For A Friend won't be doing a show in Exeter or the south-west for that matter on their coming tour...they did last time...AHHH I SEE SO YOU WELSH BOYS ARE TOO BIG FOR THE SOUTH-WEST RECORD BUYING PUBLIC NOW IS THAT IT EH??!!

What else...no wait thats it, match tomorrow against Grenville i think and still need a women...bet you saw that one coming, tbph.