We're caught in loops, which we can't break.
Jumping through these hoops for all the fakes.
Paths set out for what we 'should' achieve;
When all we want is to cut loose and breathe.

sorry i just needed to get that one out before i lost it to my awful memory...its a new song that even vince hasn't heard.

oh and fyi sweeney todd, cloverfield AND michael jackson are fantastic...you dirty little oiks!

all i seem to talk about is music in these i know but its basically the love of my life...you know this if your reading this...sorry for the reiteration.

lately though i've been really question if i have what it takes to do this. by this i mean my dream(s) of singing songs and having people connect enough with me to let me do it everyday in different places and not have to worry about working or the end of the holiday as it were. in the next 2 years the landscape of my life is going to change so much with a job and all sorts. i won't lie...i am very scared and am loosing a fair amount of sleep sometimes over this. i wake up pretending i'm reassured but its always there in the back of my mind nagging at me massively. i can't see me doing anything else in the future...arrogant as that sounds i don't think i can do anything else as this is where my all is.

wow that was a little heavy but i've been wanting to shout it at someone...but there isn't someone to shout it at unless i want to be dragged away by people in white coats...LIGHTSPEED CHAMPION RULES! thanks for reading it though.

i've lost my voice...>:/

big weekend: Cavs vs. Brum...the big one, all or nothing. also jetpack are gigging, will be good to see them, if there is a voice i may have to invade the stage.

drop me a line sometime. love dennis.x

p.s. sorry for the depressing bit...you can smile now :D